Right now, as of about 2 hours ago life really sucks.

I don't really wanna go into it all but it really does suck.

Actually it does more then suck.... its becoming a living nightmare.... one of which I doubt I will ever wake up from.

I didn't think my depression scale could ever hit a low such as this.....

All I can say is I'm starting to finally see who my real friends are and who has been wearing masks for so long, the people I've been hanging out with recently have made my life great but those I've known for a long time are finally coming out from the woodwork and one by one are putting their knives into my back and spitting upon all the good I have done for them in their lives.

I just wish I could curl up by someone who cares so I can feel some comfert and stare at the stars and wish for something more.... a something that will probably never come.